Say It All The Time

I want to say it all the time. Everytime I talk to him, when I see him and when I say goodbye to him. Can you guess what it is? If you guessed saying I Love You - You are correct! However, I only feel lately that I should say it when he says it, usually when we are making love, or when one of us wants to make love or the one of us is feeling insecure. Why is that - no clue.

So - for all the times I want to say it and I dont - I LOVE YOU!!!

I Can't & I Can

I can't win. I can't say or do anything to make the man I am in love with believe that I don't want anyone else but him. I wish - WISH - HE WOULD BELIEVE ME!

I can always tell when he feels hurt or is upset with me or upset about something. How? When I talk to him on the phone, he has a coldness in his voice, he will make popping noises with his mouth, he is very quiet and when we say goodnight when I talk to him on his way home, he does not say I Love You or Love You.

I feel the tension - I do not like it - wish he would understand and believe me and believe in me.

Promises.......

Promises.......I believe everyone has different definitions of promises. However, when I make a promise I ALWAYS stick to my promises. I made a lot of promises to the man I am in love with last Friday and I will stick to all the promises I made.
December 31, 2007 - a promise was made to me for 2008 - I was promised things would get better for "us" next year. Why wouldnt I believe the man I am in love with - especially when he was laying next to me crying and holding me. Do I still believe in him - you bet - am I still holding him to his promise - you bet - only four more months in 2008 - will the promise come through?

A HUGE 8 Ball

Boy oh boy.....it sure seems the 8 ball is always getting bigger and bigger keeping us apart. It really sucks and hurts. Hopefully something will change soon, keeping my fingers crossed.

All I Would Like.........

All I would like is to be loved, love in return, needed, cared for and wanted. To have the love of my life to walk beside me with a smile on his face, so everyone knows I am his, and he is loved.

Is that to much to want..................

Yeah I Do

Yeah I Do Love you very much. Sometimes I do not think you believe me when I tell how much I love you, but baby I do, I really do.

Remember Me??

Hey you......remember me?? I am the person that cares for you very much, loves you, is in love with you, enjoys being with you, enjoys making you smile, enjoys making you feel good, enjoys everything about you, absoustely everything, even your stinky butt!!!
Love you baby!

I Love You

I Love You Baby!

Really Do....

I really do love you and care for you very much.

Begin......

how do i begin this. for starters you are the only thing that keeps my together. you make everyday worth waking up for, you are amazing. i have so much fun when i am around you. you are the highlight of my life. i can not even imagine not being with you. you make me sooo happy and make me always have a smile. you can do anything to cheer me up and it always work. you are the joy in my life. you turned my world upside down, you proved to me not every guy is the same and not ever guy will hurt a girl. you are the first one i can say i love you too and mean it ; and know you mean it too. i know that no matter how hard things get we have each other and thats all we need to get thru things.I love the way that I don’t have to worry about anything when I’m with you. I don’t have to wonder what you are thinking about me, or worry that I’m going to say something stupid. I don’t even have to look fantastic, or keep a smile on my face the whole time. I know that you’ll love me no matter what I say, or do, or look like, or feel. I love that I can sing at the top of my lungs in the car with you. I love that you even like it when I make you suffer through my off-keyed-ness just because you know how happy it makes me to sing our songs. I love sitting at home with you watching tv or movies making fun of people on tv and just being ourselves. And when you give me kisses on the cheek it makes me know that you care.i can see myself waking up next to you, your face being the first thing i see, with that bedhead hair and that sleepy smile and just knowing that everythings perfect just for the very fact that we are together. I love you baby - I'm sorry.

Lost & Confused

I am feeling lost and confused once again.
I don't know what you are thinking what you are planning to do, you don't talk to me. The only thing you have asked me to do is believe in you. I do believe in you, it is just getting harder.
I know you are worried, scared how things will work. I am worried and scared too. I am worried you will get on your own and no longer want to be in my life and my daughters.
All I know is.....right now I am no longer going to ask what is going on.....I am no longer going to make suggestions.....all I know is I am in love with you with all of my heart and care for you deeply.

A Little Thing Called Love

A Little Thing Called Love
Author: Anonymous

Love is a many splendored thing, they say,And I believe it when you looked my way,Out of the blue, things seemed to happenBy chance or destiny, is the question.Living my life so long, without knowing your existence,Then came a day we felt each others presence,Guess what's meant to be will always find a way,Love creeps into hearts and decides to stay.A love so exquisite, yet so intricate, In a world of only "you and I"A love we can't even demonstrate,A secret we have to keep for life.I love you, honey, and its from my heart,I hope you know that youre no beggar from the start,You make me fly without wings,You make my heart wants to sing.Every moment I spent with you,Is every one of my dreams coming true,More than words, I want to show you how I feel,Someday, some place, sometime, I will.Love is a journey for two,Step by step, me and you,The future we can't see,Let love lead the way for you and me.

In to YOU!!!

Baby-
I am so in to you it scares me.
I love you....I want all of you....I want to give you all the love and affection I possibly can.

I Really Do!!

I really do love you....I really am in love with you.

I really would like to take care of you, smother you with love, kisses, touches.

I really really do...............Love You, Admire You, Need You, Want You, I really want to be everything to you..................

Baby.....

Baby - I love you!

I hope you know and truly believe in your heart that I am true to you and I am in love with you.

You are the one that has captured my heart, my love and all the feelings I have to give to a man, and you are that man, that I would like to give all and every part of me too.

I love you............

Wish......

I wish I could be there for you like I would like to be.
A part of me tells me someday I may be able too.
Another part of me tells me I never will.

I believe in you, I believe in us, I believe in what we have.
What we have is real, it is happiness, it is love, it is right.

You need to believe also. Look in your heart and you will see.