Time

Our time together is very precious to me.
Whether we are holding hands on the couch, making love all night, your hands rubbing my cheek or your soft sweet passionate kisses.
I enjoy all of our time together.
When we get the chance to go away for the weekend.....means so much to me. I feel you are completely mine. I have so much fun with you, the way you make me laugh and feel. I truly feel loved, cared for, needed and very much wanted.

I am just trying to say, and I know I have said it before - Thank you for always trying to find the time to spend with me or going away for a weekend. I know it is difficult - I just hope you know how much I appreciate you and what you do.

Happy Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving early to all my family and friends. I wish you all good eats and hope you have a wonderful day with whomever you spend it with.

To the man in my life that I love very much, wishing I could be spending this day with you, enjoying Thanksgiving dinner and enjoying our time together. Maybe next year I can make dinner with you or we can spend Thanksgiving together with our family together. Yes, I am sad, I cant be with you.

Love isn't logical....

Love isn't logical, and you can't argue yourself out of feeling the way you do. So when you find yourself wondering about what's going to happen where its going to go, all you are doing is driving yourself crazy.

I am doing just that. I am driving myself crazy about my relationship with you. Sometimes I think I take things to personally, or I feel damn it is so hard to explain what I feel. My feelings were hurt yesterday, however I guess I just need to not take it the wrong way, its just hard.

I am finding myself wanting to cry during the middle of the day or in the middle of the night and I can't stop the tears.

All I know is how I feel and you are still the last person I think about before I fall asleep and the first person I think about when I wake up in the morning.

Someone Else??

You asked me yesterday if I am in love with someone else. My answer was NO and it is still NO!!
I am in love with you and only you. I don't fall out of love that easily or fall in love that easily.
I am not even looking for anyone else to fall in love with. I met you, you came into my life, I am in love with you.
You said you wouldn't blame me if I fell in love with someone else or told you to hit the road. Do you want me to tell you to hit the road, would it be easier on you if I told you that? Are you trying to figure out a way to tell me to hit the road because you have met someone else and fell in love with someone else or have you fell back in love with your wife?
I said to you yesterday, I think about this a lot, and I still don't know what to do, what I should do.
All I know is that I am in love with you - there is no question about that.

Wish

I wish we had the simple life.
I wish you could get the rest you need.
I wish for you to wake up every morning and fall asleep every night with a smile on your face.
I wish for you to always remember my touch.
I wish for you to close your eyes and see me smiling back at you.
I wish for you to remember all the times I made you laugh and yes even cry.
I wish so many things for you, happiness, good health, love and wealth.
I wish some day, my wish, your wish would come true for us - you and I together.
I wish............