Hurt Feelings

I am feeling hurt right now. And actually a little ticked off.

I missed two calls tonight from that certain someone. Apparently something happened at home and needed to get away. He called and came over and I wasn't here.

I am sorry I missed his calls, he should know that I would never neglect his calls on purpose.
But what hurts is one he thought I went to the bar and he wasn't going to come look for me and two when he said and if I am with someone else he hopes they are not drinking to much.

1) Why does he always seem to think I am with "someone else"? Shouldn't he realize by now after all of the conversations we have had I dont want anyone else!! And that hurts and ticks me off.

2) He acted like he was mad at me for not being home, I asked him what happened, he told me his son and him got into it. Well I am sorry that happened but don't take your anger out on me, I didn't do anything.

I have already once been in a relationship where I was not trusted, and I never did anything to him for him not to trust me.

I have always been here for him and I always will. Someday I hope he will truly realize what and how my feelings are for him, and he can trust me.

I am hurt I am chalking this one up as a learning experience and it is forgotten.