Why Is It

Why is it you can feel such relief, excitement and happiness one minute but yet another minute feel so lonely and time has stood still?

I have been trying to figure this out all day and yet I can't.

For whomever is reading please don't get the wrong idea. But have you ever wanted to run, leave a note and come back when you feel like it? Would anyone miss me, care that I am not around and worry about me?

Why is it having a date on Friday or Saturday night only really exists in high school? Why can't it still exist when we are adults? The feeling of excitement when your date rings the doorbell or knocks on the door. The feeling of excitement not knowing what the night will bring. Will he hold my hand, will he kiss me goodnight, will he call the next day, will he ask me out again.

I hope this makes sense to whomever is reading this, I am not even really sure if it makes sense to me. So if there is someone who has the same thoughts as I do, please comment me back.