Mixed Emotions

I was able to see that "certain someone" tonight for about 20 minutes.

When he opens my front door, my heart flutters even before I see him.

He pulls me close and wraps his arms around me and holds me. He gently kisses my forehead. He eventually lets go of me, he looks into my eyes and asks me what do I want to say. I told him that I missed him and I want to kiss him. He told me to kiss him.

I kissed him. I thought my heart was going to come out of my chest because it was beating so fast, its even more now. When he kisses me he gives me chills and still gives me butterflies in my stomach. He tells me I am beautiful and not to ever forget it.

He said he needed to go, but he would be back in the morning. I asked him what was wrong, he said nothing, I said his face tells me differently. He told me he is sad and he knows I am sad too. Take the sadness away - let's not do this.

I want him in my life more than I have ever wanted anyone else before. I have never wanted to fight for a relationship with someone more than I want to fight for him.

I never thought I could feel so much love for someone as I do in him. However, I don't think love will be enough. There is nothing - nothing that I can do to keep him in my life. My gut tells me when he walks away - he won't be back.

And yes I am going to use one of your lines - "Please, if you have to let me go, Please don't forget me."