Happiness vs Sadness

I am very happy for my friend Heather who landed the job that she was seeking. She has worked very hard over the past several years to get her degree, being a single mom and still somehow manage to find a man that loves and adores her.

However....I will be sad to see her go. I have only really known her the past few months however I feel that she is a good friend. I have talked to her about so many things the past few months, between me not working, scared about moving, the anniversary of mom's death and the love realtionship that I have with that "certain someone" that is not going well right now.

I am very thankful that Heather has come into my life. I will miss her when she moves, however I know she is a phone call or email away.

Heather has been there a lot for me the past few days, with her being six years younger than me, she is more mature and seems to have her head screwed on straighter than mine.

I hope someday I can find the happiness she is feeling.

On a side note - I am still very much in love with that "certain someone" and I hope he knows how much.

So Heather.............I will miss you when you more than ten steps away for me to go talk to.