Another Hurdle

I have yet another hurdle I need to jump over. Yesterday was my last day of work and I am even more scared now. Wish I could go to bed at night and not think about what lies ahead. I am trying very hard to think positive but lately it has been so difficult.
I have always said that things happen for a reason, therefore I am convinced what has happened to me the last few years has happened for a reason and it only has to get better.