Is it possible to feel so happy and content with your life then feel so sad the next?
As I mentioned before this past year has been a whirlwind for me. Telling my daughter tonite was very hard for me that I will be out of work again. I told her I am doing my best to get another job and she knows that. I didnt have the heart to tell her that if I dont find a new job, we may have to move in with my brother. I will be taking her away from her friends for the summer, and I am sure that is not going to go over well.
My biggest fear - is that she will tell me that she wants to move in with her grandma that way she can still be close to her friends and dad.
My daughter means the world to me, she is my best friend. Yes we may fight at times, but I always always tell her that I Love Her before she goes to bed, before she goes to school and before she hangs the phone up with me. I am trying so hard to be a good mom to her, to provide her with everything that I can. I just hope she knows how hard I am trying.
